I found this on the internet somewhere & loved it. But I'm only half white so.. the asian list will come up soon to.

( 125 things white people like )

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you.
I really do.

I loved it that you wrote in the sms to me that you just thought of me when I wrote & not in a bad way.
I really like you. I can't wait till monday.

Why, oh why do you have a girlfriend?

Sucks

I did it! I freakin’ did it!

Anja too, so we both are a star now. A star. God, I’m so glad we really made it. Now it only has to work at the exam too & then I’m the most happiest girl in the world. For two months.

(& yes I'm finaly back)

God loves birds so he inveted trees,
Humans love birds so they invented cages

School is really a pain in the ass at the moment. It’s really hard because at time nothing, but really nothing has to be done. No exams or presentation to be held. But really when they start with exams again it’s like all teachers think ‘wow, actually I need to do 3 more exams this year still.. why not right do it in the same fucking day?’
We’ve got this presentation we have to do. We need to talk 30min about our project work which is not that long if you would see how much we have to say. But then there is this oral test we’re going to have about our papers we wrote 1 month ago. But not enough that they will ask questions about the paper but also about the presentation. So we need to learn 60 pages + 50 slides by heart. Great. My weekend will be really depressing this time & thought the last one was depressing already.

Today is TWLOHA day (to write love on her arm) & I really would love to make a photo for this but I forgot my cable for the camera in Zurich so… maybe I will post it tomorrow. We will see.
Anyway I would love to see the flist do this!
What you need:
- a pen
- your arme
- a camera

What to do:
Write LOVE on your arm, take a photo of it, post it into your journal.
Here you can find more about TWLOHA: http://www.twloha.com/

Let’s give a bit of love to this world!

I feel like I’m losing control over everything. Everything emotional. & I need to be in control over my emotion.
Armand is scaring me at the moment. I try & call him every day now since Sunday to check on him. To check that he’s not doing something stupid. I’m really trying to be there for him & helping him. I think if hadn’t been online in MSN on Friday he would have gone killed someone. No joke. It’s really getting under my skin now. I’m trying to handle it. I’m trying not to freak out here. But my mind is just going around what if’s & how I can help. I can’t even write the presentation I should have started yesterday. Really. I should get a grip of myself.
It’s just so hard at the moment.

The weather isn’t really helping at the moment. It’s just foggy & cold & fucking not nice to make photos. It would be the only thing now which could make me stop thinking.
I need weekend now.

I still don’t know what I’m going to do this weekend. Shop? No, because I’m trying to buy a tripod which isn’t cheap. Make my mom’s birthday present? Yes, but that’s done on Friday. Work on my presentation? Yes, & that will suck so much… Learn some stuff about the brain for school? Sure. Cannot wait to do that..
You see, I will have the lamest weekend since a long time. I need to buy a good DVD.

It snowed yesterday for the first time. At the low attitude where I live there wasn’t much left at the time I left the house in the morning but there was like the tiny hint of white left in the garden.
We went to the fair but again no photos for you. Maybe next week. I would love to make some with candy floss! Maybe Anja will play model for me again? But it’s so cold, holding a camera is death because the fingers get so numb you aren’t really able to press to button anymore.

After the fair I went back home & checked the battery life left of Dixton. Not that much so I started camwhoring around. Yay for that. Who wanted to know my eyecolour ;)?




( Me in a box )

Happy Halloween everyone! Are you going to a party? Well I am & it will be so crazy & awsome!

I went to the other hostel & stayed there with Mattü until Marcel came home & then we slowly made ourselves ready to go out to have some fun ;). We ended up being 5 people (Mättu, Mäsi, Andrea, Renzo & I) so it was a bit hard to find a Taxi where we would fit inside.
The party was like I mentioned before really great. We went to the Spriesse Club where they played House music this time (the DJ was Mr. Pink) & stayed there until 3am.
I had the feeling that the mood of some people where a bit down but they got anyway so drunk I think it wouldn’t have mattered anymore.
Renzo cooked for us after the party & it was really good & was so fast done. Mäsi went to bed & fell into a coma in a heart beat & I actually wanted to watch a film with Renzo still but I just couldn’t keep my eyes open any longer so I went to bed.
Mättu somehow, & I still don’t know why, woke me up around noon which bothered me because I would have loved to sleep a bit longer so I turned around & fell asleep again but only a short time after that Mäsi came into the room & started whispering with Mättu so I woke up again telling them to just piss off. I know I should never start to get bitchy with them because the moment I do they find it really fun & then it’s anyway over with me doing what I want.
So I snuggled up next to them & we talked for a long time with each other about god know what. Actually it was really cute.
We’re planning on doing a night out again in about two weeks time <3. That will be the only thing I will be able to look forward to for a while. Nothing is really happening with me or around me. Just random stuff which confuse me a bit but nothing to write home about because I don’t feel like writing about it at the moment.

Have a very lovely week!

„It’s easier to die than to live“ Dr. House

Weekend wasn’t that interesting. Armand isn’t around so I was quit bored doing nothing. I did have to learn for an exam that I had yesterday so that was something I had to do. Also I panicked that I wouldn’t be able to memorize everything because it really was a lot to learn, but I think I did quit well yesterday, it should be a B I guess.
The weather was great so I wanted to do a shoot outside with myself because I didn’t have a model around but the fact that I don’t have a tripod would have made everything so complicated & that’s the reason I didn’t do it. I would have had to pile up books to get the same effect of a tripod but not the same quality. Guess I will buy myself one this week, tomorrow maybe.
I went out to have a some coffee with Mathias yesterday & it was quit ok. We talked about not really relevant things, laughed, had fun & watched the people which where walking by. It was so relaxing & felt really good to be out with someone again I hadn’t seen for ages. Yes, really, I haven’t seen him since before summer holiday because of different things but now it just felt good being out again.
I than went back to the hostel but Timo wasn’t back yet & Anja was like every Wednesday at her boyfriends home so I finished reading my book (yay, the first book since two months, I really enjoyed it) & then went down to the TV room to have a chat with Urs, one of the hostel ‘fathers’ about Vietnam & such stuff. After watching the match Switzerland – Greece (YES! Switzerland won against Greece 2:1!!! That’s so awesome! Great! Now they’re going to be at the world championship in soccer!!) for a while I stood up because I heard that Timo had come home.

We decided to go watch Wall-E, the new Disney Pixar film. <3
( Wall-E the Film Spoilers )

I’m going to meet Simon in town today. Let’s see how it goes.. I’m not so sure yet. Wish me luck that I’m going to find the courage to ask him a question I’m wanting to ask a long, long time already.

Party on Friday (tomorrow!!), can’t wait! Maybe a small picspam on this Weekend too. Let’s so how I feel on Saturday. & the best part is about this weekend, no exams to learn on, no papers to write, no homework to do. Just pure fun & maybe a big photo shoot with myself (I so need models!)

Hello there.

Last weekend was great, I could just go home & do nothing. Really nothing. But now I’m late with learning for a big exam coming next Monday.
Last Wednesday I wanted to visit Mattü, so I got into the tram & took the 5min ride to their hostel. I got into the hostel as always & then called my dear friend Mattü that I was there now & where he was. He said it would take some time still until he came. Uups. I wasn’t feeling well at that time so I was a bit pissed off. He called me back after 3 min telling me that he really was veeery sorry but he had forgotten that I would come over & so wasn’t there until 11pm. Now I was really pissed but said it was ok with a smile on my face like I always do it & went home to go to bed at 8pm. Well, I felt better the other day but it isn’t worth it to go to bed so early.
I didn’t have any autumn holiday but two days of this Monday & Tuesday. Let’s just say it was worth taking two days off because it just felt good not to have to go back to Basel on Sunday again but I could just stay at home doing nothing. You know, I think I would be more rested & stuff when I only would have to work 4 days & not 5, not because of the work itself but because of the train rides which take 2.5h a way. It’s just getting to much & I’m really looking forward to the end of all this, which is in a half years time when I’m lucky!
Monday evening was quit nice too, because I met Sere&Jenny in town & it was hang out evening with a big photo shoot event (nothing to write home about though) Sere was the photographer & Jenny & I posed for the camera as much as possible so that we (or lets say I did) ended up with up to 158 photos. Wow. I uploaded some of them (because the most of them aren’t really useful) to Facebook, I won’t do an other photo spam here because I think I will still do enough photo spams in the future. ;) Be happy.

& I went to Adrian yesterday, to the other hostel & it was great! We cooked chicken curry with a delicious curry sauce but the worst rice ever. It wasn’t real rice though (real rice = Thailand rice or somewhere from there) so it was ok for what it was. I did most of the cooking, not because Adi didn’t want to but because I really enjoyed doing it myself this time. To do that dish we used a bit of flower which I wanted to take home after cooking because I bake more than he does (actually he never did before so..) but that flower got wet on the bottom & you couldn’t keep it anymore. So I had the idea we could make a salt dough (that’s what we call it because you put as much salt in as you put flower plus a bit of oil plus enough warm water) & we really played around with it for like 1h, threw it trough the whole hostel kitchen, threw it at other people & I was a mess in the end, full of flower stains but it was worth it a 100 times. I even had some flower in the hair which I did not see and that was a pain this morning to wash it out.
After we had enough fun forming funny faces I had the idea we could make out of the leftovers a snow man with eyes, arms & a nose. That’s what we did & we put him (at that time his name was still Ferdinand) in the oven at 50° C. After I think 3h we went back to check on him but everything that was left was something squashed & looked like a molten snow man or even a bit more like a duck. Now his name is Freddy (alias Ferdli) the son of Ferdinand.
I will make a small photo spam after he’s dry & I panted him <3. I Love him now the bits already because it will always remind me of a good friend.

My cold is killing me. It's making me so unproductive. It's really getting on my nerves. Hope tomorrow will be a bit better.
Sorry for the spam.